The cat helps me to make order. She lies on my papers so I get aware about it that they lie there and that the cat needs a place  where she can lie down. There is no place at the moment because everywhere are the papers of this web page.

And also all the papers about the courses and the CD's that I found on the way in town in a box and a piece of paper, that they could be taken. I emptied almost the whole box as it was guitar music and I found out, I wanted to learn to play guitar. This web page is also made with guitar music sound playing.

A guitar string leaded me to an old house that is to be sold. I have visited it and imagined, I would live there and give courses. It was a nice feeling, with the sun shining through the window, the light, that I miss here in this house.

The sun shines every day and gives us her light gratis. Sometimes very intense or light and love full. The sun gives us the time to get used to her. In the morning it is cold and during the day it gets hotter and in the evening colder again.

People can use the qualities of the sun or not. The qualities of the sun are spending light that makes a shadow that can be in front of us, back of us, or beside of us. She gives warmth that sometimes is very nice and sometimes too much.

Through her clearness and her spontaneity we are happy when she comes again after wintertime. The winter is the cold period that invites us to withdraw and think about all that was.

Also everything that will come can be thought about in winter because the light stimulates activity and the darkness of the winter stimulated the mental activities. When people sleep, they move little but they are mentally active. The mental activity is stimulated by the darkness and light makes it more difficult.

In the darkness there are no shadows, that is why the darkness is the best time for activities that can not have light. Only if the person does not have any connection to his shadow he will also in daytime do these activities.

The connection to the shadow can be broken by the personal will what happens, when the person that is looking for love does not find this love but instead is abused by others. These others also have been looking for love and have been abused. In this way a behaviour is created, that makes this abuse to continue.

The person must get aware of this behaviour to be able to change it by his personal will. If the person changes his behaviour through his personal will, he will not be abused any longer and he will not abuse anyone.

He will live his light and he will be happy, if the sun is shining and gives warmth and he will be enlightened by that.