The whole day I have been busy with my website. It is now half past midnight and I can not go to bed. I must have this website ready so it can go into the net!

I could have had it finished before, if I would not have been so depressive. I did not do anything for 2 weeks. I was totally lifeless and have only been worrying about all those bills that I can not pay. I felt so guilty.

I do not worry any longer. I discovered, that I am needed. If I do not do anything or get out of this life, all patients in coma will not be able to get to their feet and I can not allow that. I would feel guilty about that.

But all those bills must wait. I am very happy, that all those persons that I owe money, are so patient and trust, that they will get their money. At this moment I really do not have it. I have been paying my rent as most important, after being homeless once.

But my account gets red and redder and the banc is not paying any bills any longer. OEPs, how is this going further? I have no idea, the only thing I can do is write what comes out of my fingers, into the computer for this website. So I try not to think about all those bills or the rent that has to be paid or my far east journey.

Weeping I did. That is always a relief. In the last time I experienced, that the Devine Time Schedule is genius and I hope, that I did the right things so the Devine Time Schedule can give me what I need.

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WiCIi is a network that gives information about patients in com