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Dutch pizza

is a slice of bread with tomato purée, salami, mushrooms and cheese that has been put in the oven so it is nice warm, the mushrooms are well done and the cheese is melted. It is a way to make the old bread taste good.

Some people only put cheese on the bread, others cheese and tomato ketchup or cheese and bacon or ham and the person that has a pizza problem can choose to make himself this Dutch pizza to heal the pizza problem.

Especially if he is Dutch and has good memories of this Dutch pizza that he made in his youth when someone came on the idea to want to eat this. What makes that people come on the idea to want to eat something?

The child that experienced a time that there was hardly anything to eat, can react on this time by eating all the time or needing to eat when it feels stress. The stress that accompanied the time that there was hardly anything to eat can have been caused because it was not possible to move.

Not being able to move can make that someone starts to eat, as eating is a way of moving. The movements that eating cause, make that the person will move as he has to get rid of the rests of the food.

Getting rid of rests can be very difficult and take a lot of time. Illnesses that come into the awareness did not come in one day. There has always been a long period that the illness was growing.

At first one may have observed, got aware, about some change in the body, the thoughts, the feelings but one may not have known how to react on them so one just got on the way one was acting.

Unaware of the importance of the changes that one observed, felt, got aware of, the reason of those changes that were asking for a change of way of life, stayed and had to look for another way of getting attention to be able to let the person change his life the way that is needed for him to live as much as possible as is good for him.

That is a sentence that one can discuss about. Because, because we do things that do not have nice results, we have experiences that we would not have had if we just had followed that very first drive to do something else.

We did not follow it, because.... In most cases, we did not follow this first drive because we were afraid. That can be any fear, the fear not to be believed, the fear not to be good enough, the fear not to able to pay the bill, the fear to have to do work that one would rather not do, this list can be without end.

By making “faults” that cause a lot of pain, we have the chance to decide that we do no longer want to cause pain and that will make that we change our way of life. We may start to invite people in stead of asking others to invite them for us or we may start to go to a course where we learn what we want to know so we are no longer dependent on others on that part of life.

The person that has learned in his youth that he was not allowed to do what he wanted to do, may have lost the awareness of his own needs. He may have started to change the way of perception into what others need and he may try to fulfil those needs all the time, not aware of the fact that he can not fulfil needs of others if those needs are not also his own needs.

The child that always tries to do as the parents tell him, will experience that one day his parents want him to be very active and another day they want him to be extremely quiet and he will not be able to feel what day it is today if he has not been able to fulfil his own needs.

Because if his needs are not fulfilled, he will change his thoughts.

 

Dutch beer

“That is not my beer”, some people say when they are the opinion that they are not responsible for what they are told or asked. Beer is a liquid that has alcoholics in it and the alcoholic person has to stay away of it to be able to stay clear in the head.

That is, if he drinks, he will have a certain way of thinking that makes that he reacts and acts the way he does, like others are depending on their relationship, their work, their friends or other input from the outer world to act.

There is always an input from somewhere that makes human being act. Maybe it is a thought or a feeling, maybe something one hears in the bus or at work, in the street or at the home of a friend.

The days in December are for most people special. At least in the Christian world as there Christmas is dominating the 2 or 3 months before. All the shops are full of special sweets that are only sold in this time and Christmas Presents are in the mind of those that have the tradition to get Christmas Presents.

For the Dutch that used to get presents at Sinterklaas, which has his birthday at 6. December and does not get presents at his birthday but gives them away, Christmas Presents are not present in the mind.

Unless they have English friends that used to get presents at Christmas and showed this the Dutch by inviting them to share a Christmas feast. The angels that turned around because of the heat of the candles were the connecting point and the way to connect as they did not want to turn.

They were the opinion that it was not warm enough to turn without help. The candles were just a very little bit smaller than the holes they had to be put in, but this little bit was enough to make it very hard for them to turn.

The little bits that could have been the first connection, were not shared as the invitation was not made directly. The director that promised that he would arrange the electrical wheelchair for the patient in coma within 2 weeks was partly lying.

The wheelchair was there in those 2 weeks, but is was not an electrical one and the mechanical could not be managed by the patient in coma, the reason that the insurance company gave for not delivering an electrical wheelchair but the mechanical one.

The patient in coma that asks for money to be able to move, to be able to get the roof above his head that will give him the possibility to make the contact with the family that will give him the information he needs to do his work the best way possible, has problems to find the right person that thinks he is worth this money.

Like all those patients in coma that are kept in coma by those that seem not to be able to make those patients move. The person that is no longer able to make changes in his way of life or work, goes into a state of coma.

This can show the immobility that this person has like not being able to cycle, go, understand what people say without having it written on a piece of paper, having to think about every important step and being afraid of asking.

The writer has been asking, full of fear and got answers that were not inviting, so he stopped asking. Again, as as a child he also stopped asking as he found out that people could not give the answer.

He would ask and ask and ask and than the answer would be: “It is just like that, I do not know why!” They say that the globe is round but why should we believe it as long as we have not been walking around it?

And if it is true what they say, it is not possible to walk around it, as sea, water is a big part of the globe. What we can be sure about is that we are all connected by Earth. We can want no longer to have anything to do with someone, we are connected by Earth, as we also were before we got to know each other.

The first phone call about a house, a castle or just a house that had to be found to be able to start the healing centre can be remembered or not. That is not the point, as the phone call has been made.

The medical world and investigators are sure that lots of people are just having hallucinations as they tell afterwards that they have already been in this same situation. They are not aware about the traditions that human being has.

And the repetitions that human being makes. The person that drives to the Black Forest to do some exercitions in a convent stops for the tramper and drives this tramper to the town he wants to go to. The driver is heading for the main road but he likes the tramper and is glad to be able to exchange energy.

The tramper needs almost all the drive to remember that this fellow has been doing this before and that was after the same sort of stay of the driver. He has spent some days in the convent and told about it, as he also did the first time.

It is not the first time that the tramper experiences this. The most impressing experience was the man that was complaining in October that the weather was so beautiful. He wanted it to be cold as he sells wool clothes and people do not buy wool clothes when it is not cold.

He needs cold weather to ear money and to be able to empty his storage. Wool clothes will not get old or bad, unless the moth comes into it and if that animal comes into your storage where you have your wool, you will not be able to sell your stuff afterwards.

They will eat holes in everything and that is not what the customer wants. The holes that are made in people to save their lives in life dangerous situations must get the chance to grow together again as soon as possible.

If the life danger is gone, the person must get the chance to function normal. Any lack of mobility is a part of life danger as a lack of mobility makes that a normal digestion can not take place. A normal digestion is starting when food is seen or smelt.

The digestion starts in the mouth with chewing and this chewing is for the system the sign that food is coming and it has to be prepared to digest. But if chewing gum is chewed, there will not come food and the system gets disturbed.

It will not react with preparations on chewing and that will cause digestion problems when the person is eating. It may also cause a dysfunction of the pancreas and that can cause that the person gets very angry if he does not get something to eat at the time he expects to eat.

That is because the pancreas starts to work earlier to have the necessary output at the moment that the food should come and if it does not come, there is too much output and that causes the aggression.

This can be changed by starting to eat very irregular. Just not eating some days and only drink will change the idea of the physical system that food is always “fast”, solid as only plain water is drink for the physical body.

All other drinks are food as they need to be digested. They can not be used right away to transport as water can. The physical system will change into a system that does no longer start to activate the pancreas when the thought of eating is there but it will start when the person is eating.

He may still get some feeling of going to eat when he thinks of food, but the digestion system will not start before the food is in the mouth. Food can only be used to burn when it comes into the mouth and is digested normal.

Calories that do not come through food that comes into the mouth and is eaten or drunk, can not be digested normal. The person that does not move visibly or only a very little bit, can not burn the energy that he takes in. He has to find another way to digest this energy.

He may use it to have contact on the mental level with other souls or he may use it to feel happy. Food can be used to feel happy if the food remembers of situations of being happy. Food is, as everything in life one of the ways to remember.

The family that has ancestors that died of food, will have no desire of food when this food has the same potential. Meat is one of the most known food that killed people and that is one of the unknown reasons that people do not want to eat meat.

Meat is all that comes from an animal, also the fish is meat as the fish is an animal but there are people that do not eat meat but they do eat fish or eggs. The egg is the animal that is not yet born or was as human being has made the chicken to produce eggs in farms.

Almost no movement these chickens can make and that information is in the eggs, as well as the cheese has this information if the cow is only standing in the shed. The information of the life that a species had, is in the rests of this species and may be the reason that the child gets quiet of eating cheese or meat of the pigs that only have been in the shed during their life.

The products of the animals that are used for milk, meat, honey, …... are not as green as they used to be as a lot of fear has changed the way to treat those animals. As they are no longer kept in free air where they can move, the chance of infections is much bigger than before.

And that makes that the animals are treated to prevent that they are infected and the rests of these products that are used for that, are in the products that are given to human being. The use of antibiotic medicine can save a life and it can kill a lot of people.

Because they are given antibiotic medicine for small illnesses and if they get the pneumonia, the antibiotic medicine will no longer be able to kill the ill-makers. The use of chemicals in the life of human being and animals has that ever been as high as in 2013?

The Earth has to cope with all the rests that are coming into the surroundings by water, gas or other medium. The saving attitude of human being has made that the toilet does not use as much water as before to flow away what was let in it.

That means that at the sewer water cleaning installation the contents of chemicals is much more intensive, not only because more is put in it as human being uses more, but also because less water is used to make it flow to the sewer water cleaning installation.

The cleaning of the sewer water is therefore much more difficult than earlier and the use of toilet paper to clean is also a problem as not all toilet paper can be destroyed easily. The use of water to clean the body as is normal in the East, is for the sewer water system much better.

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Dutch canal

The Dutch canals are no longer the open sewer system. Every house is connected to the sewer system and the water is kept as clean as possible. In the East one can observe how open water looks like if it is used as sewer system.

In stead of throwing the empty bottle in the waste basket, people throw the empty bottle into the sea as if they think that the sea will be able to change these bottles into nutrition for the fish. In the West the plastics and tins are collected separately and it is the question what is done with them.

Is it true that they are taken to a station where they are selected and than sent to places where they can use those materials or is it true that these collections are put into containers and emptied in the ocean?

The amount of plastic that is used has become that immense that one wonders, why this material is used. The glass bottles that are used to sell bear only have a deposit of 8 Euro cent, the plastic bottles that are destroyed have a deposit of 25 Euro cent.

And lots of glass and plastic bottles do not have a deposit and are not taken back to the shop to be reused as was the case with the glass bottles in my youth. The milkman came and sold milk in glass bottles and took the empty bottle with him to be refilled.

What has been done with the installations that were used to clean the bottles to be able to reuse them?

 

Double Dutch

What does that mean? I remember from my school time that every expression in English with “Dutch” was negative. Is Double Dutch the same as “lie”? What “lie” is it?

Not telling the truth? Being in rest? What rest? What is in a name? A lot! Ask the teacher of the kids and she will be able to give you the energy that Thomas has or Heidi or Ann or …. Having more kids with the same name in the class at one time will make it easier to see the resemblances.

The child that has never been in a class with someone with the same name will not be able to find out what its name is standing for. The boy that is called Daniel has a name that is very similar to the name of the girl that is called Danielle and maybe the name of the boy is also written Danielle.

Some names are used by man and wife. They are non-gender specific and that may be very pleasant for the person that does not feel being the same gender that his physical body shows. The physical body is used to tell the child “you are a girl” or “you are a boy”, but that does not mean that this boy or girl feels like that.

It may feel like both or the opposite and the interests it has may be “specific” for the other gender. The girl that wants to join the army is not accepted on the same conditions as the boy that wants to join the army.

That may be positive for the girl, but it is also possible that that is the reason that the girl will not join the army as she will not have the same possibilities to make a career as the boys. The girl that is born later can be accepted with the same or even better possibilities as the boys as the army may have discovered that the woman in the person is the one that shares, takes care and offers all he has for the cause of what he is working for.

And that is exactly what the army needs. The army does not need the man that is only interested in his own well-being. All army people must be one and be able to count on each other. They must be sure that the truth is told so they can react on what is going on.

The army man that is depending on chemicals to stay the nice and giving person that is capable to give his soldiers what they need so they can do their work night and day, can no longer be trusted if he does not get the chemicals that he needs.

He may react against his own people and that would help to loose the war. The war that is already lost, will no longer be fight when it is clear that it is lost already. All fighters that get tired of fighting will find themselves something else to do and that gives them the possibility to experience peace.

Peace is not the absence of war but it is the feeling that one can have because one is no longer alone. One feels that there are others that one is supported by even if no word is said, no meeting done or other physical contact made.

Peace in the family is often a silent war. It may be the lack of confidence in the own power of creating the own life that makes that one tries to fulfil the expectations of family members and discovers that one can never succeed.

And one can experience that there are people that seem more family than the original family one was born in. The people that one meets in his life do not know how one acted or reacted before. They get to know you the way you are now and that makes that they do not expect you to react the way you used to react.

They are maybe just curious who you are and how you live. The family and friends from the youth have an idea about you and about how you act and react and if you have changed you will no longer act and react as you did at that time.

If your family and friends did not change with you, they may tell you they no longer want to have anything to do with you. Because they can not cope with your actions and reactions that are so different from what they were used to.

The child finds a way to survive in the family. For some children that is a nice way to live and they will be able to continue to live that way when they grow up but most of the people will find out that the way they act makes that they do things they do not want to do and they will have to find the way to be able to act the way they want to act.

To be able to do so one must know what one wants. That seems so easy, but for a lot of people that is the mystery of life. They lost the connection to their will and that may seem not possible but the person that can tell very detailed why and what he does not want, has no connection to his will if he cannot tell what he wants.

Somewhere in his life his will has been broken and he has to make a new contact to it and he may need help to do so. The help that he needs is not for sale. It is the non-demanding love that just supports.

Or that just passes the moment when it is needed. One just meets in the street, in the shop or in the sky where the thoughts connect.

 

Dutch speaking

Is that telling stories? The story of my life is not the story of your life and the story of your life is not the story of my life but I would like to hear it. As I know that you had very different experiences from me and I am just curious.

Because I did not experience what you experienced. I can tell stories, but not the ones that you can tell or that your friend can tell or your family can tell. We all have our own story and there is in every life a red thread.

The threat not to get anything to eat can be the cause that one stops to need to eat to stay alive. The book that is read gives the chance to escape to another world that is much nicer or worse than the world one lives in and nicer gives the idea that one may one day be able to enter that world or worse may give the idea that the own life is not that bad at all.

Every situation has always at least 2 points. Depending on what side you are standing is your point and will be the decision you take. If you want to make your point clear, you must be able to use the words of the person you are talking with.

If he only speaks Chinese and you only speak Dutch, making your point clear may be very difficult. And at the same time, it may be much easier than if you both have to speak a foreign language as language has words that have various meanings.

The language that is written is comprehended better than if it is spoken as the accent may not be understood. As the writer is not able to understand the language of the village he was born in as that was forbidden to speak.

The prohibitions of the family that not always are given by speaking, will always have a big impact on the life of the children until they get aware about them and allow themselves to change this prohibition into a consent.

Prohibitions in the family are given to keep the family together. The person that wants to change the prohibition into a consent has to find another way to stay a member of the family. That can be the own allowance to do the work he likes to do or to get help from others in stead of helping others or writing in stead of reading.

Everything can be changed if one is aware about the existence. If you are not aware about a prohibition to be a successful teacher, you will not try to become a teacher and show that you are a successful teacher.

But life may show you that you are living this prohibition and you will be forced into jobs where you have to teach and are successful or you take jobs as a teacher and are sent away.

Anything you do is all right! Everything is an experience and because of this experience, you are the person you are and you do what you do and you can help the way you can and you need the help you need.

There is nothing good, better, best or wrong, worst but a way to experience and the plan of life is made before we come to earth. And some experiences are sure to be made and can be got aware of before they are made.

And this getting aware of may be the reason that one acts the way he does and if one does not believe this getting aware of, it may be the reason that one forgets about this getting aware of and some years later one may get aware of that one has known in advance that this would happen.

And sometimes one remembers that there was someone who told that this would happen. And if that happens more and more, there is no more fear as one knows, out of experience that life will happen.

That what has to be, will be. No one will be able to change that, is my conviction after all I experienced. The person that showed that he would die, died not all of him, but he was no longer able to take care of himself or speak.

The stroke made that the physical body no longer was capable to live an independent life. Thinking that you are independent, is not being honest. We are all depending on each other. Because others work, are crazy, not able to earn money......., others earn a lot of money.

The doctor that says that to him 6000 Euro is not much, has the opinion that 6000 Euro is a lot for the person he has to diagnose. He earns his salary because there are others that do not earn a dime.

Money is taking world go around and the person that does not have work that is paid, is depending on social money and not allowed to go the world around. He must stay at home, with permission he may be away from home 22 days a year, and that is not holiday!

That are the rules that are made to make sure that........ The person that is depending on social money must be very creative to be able to stay alive and in movement. As lots of other people share their richness with this person, he gets the experience that he is seen and people are happy to meet him and help him on his way.

As that is one of the problems of the person that is no longer having a paid job, these experiences make that his self confidence grows and he changes the idea of having to teach. In stead of teaching, he likes to write.

And so he does and this is one of the results of it and the writer hopes that all that read this will be able to live their love the way they want to live it because that way makes that they feel happy. All the angels that are on earth and all those that left us are still among us because the contact in the heart will always stay..