I am sitting at your mothers computer when you come home with the rest of the family. You are the first one to enter. I left the front door open as I came in so it is clear, someone must be there. You know, that can only be me and you say hello to me when you come in. I answer your hallo.

You come to me and offer me an embracement, that I accept with a lot of happiness. I feel very lucky, that you notice me and that you offer me this embracement full of love and you are happy, that it is accepted.

You tell me, that you are not happy because you bought something and you have now less money as if you would not have bought it.

I try to convince you, that it is only love that is important. We all know that and we meet one another and give our love and are influenced by others. We keep our love back if we have the feeling, our love is not accepted and that makes, that we feel not accepted, the reason our love is not flowing and we feel separated from yourself.

Some days ago I saw you so desperately angry about a very little thing, one would think, you could not say a word any longer. You could only quack and cry about the pain you fell of what just happened. The next day you could talk about this event and why you were so angry.

To me it is clear, that you had a very painful experience before you could talk, in the age you could already make noises. The painful experience has thrown you back to this first painful experience and therefore you could not talk at that moment. Happily you could talk about it next day.

I have the experience, that I could not talk at all by experiences, that were painful to me, feeling not accepted and remembering me the moment, in the pregnancy where I had a very painful experience. I could not talk and therefore I could not talk at all, nor give noises, when something emotional happened and I had to fight to be able to speak in such situations.

This puzzle is the answer to all the experiences I had, being not able to talk, and I am very happy that I got aware about my feeling not being accepted as this is the reason why I did not accept myself so I could not make contact with my soul and with my knowing. Since I am aware about it, I am much more friendly with myself and with others and I love it to see, how others use their love to develop themselves.