The sun is shining on the mountain. I am sitting inside and enjoying another light. The light inside me that makes me write all these short stories.

I use myself as exploring person. I get aware that I hold the tip of my nose and wonder why I do that and I remember the words: pulling at someone’s nose or something like that.

Am I telling myself something that is not true? Or do I not believe what I tell myself? I noticed before that I pulled my nose, or whatever it is called, as someone told me something the he had made-up because he did not want to change his idea that said that he was working so hard.

He was not working hard, he was just having the idea he was working hard. He was not stressed because he had so much to do but because he had so little to do.

Like me, before I started writing. I did not know how to get people get to know me so I could work with them so I did not earn enough to pay my bills and I was stressed about that.

Not paying my bills stresses me if I listen to what I am told. I am told that it is a shame if you can not pay your bills! I had a friend that I visited once in a while. This friend never had enough money to pay his bills.

And, as I did not know how to enjoy life, I had energy in my saving box. So, visiting this friend and seeing that some bills could not be paid, I helped this friend with the money that was missing. I was happy to be able to make this friend happy because the stress of not being able to pay the bills was gone and my friend was happy of that too.

Beneath that we enjoyed being together for the short time I was there. I guess that is the reason that I do write short stories. My life is full of them. I never saw the richness in them. But now, as everything is getting connected in me, I see how all these short stories become ONE story.

And one day you will be able to read this one story. Now the short stories will have to do. If you want to help with my financial story, than just see under CONTACT.

If you want to be able to get aware of YOUR story, you might find a COURSE that would help you with that. If you do not know which one, just write them all on little pieces of paper, fold them, put them in a hat, shake it very well and take one out.

That is the way I used to look in my future. I wrote down the question, folded the paper and put them in a “hat”, shaked it very well and had another “hat” with YES, NO, ? in it. So I took one piece of paper out of every “hat” and had the answer to my question.

Now, I do it different. I do ask questions and wait until I get the answer and sometimes I get the answer before I asked the question. That is quite confusing. I know that there are lots of people that have this attitude. They feel, hear, know what is going to happen in the future.

Some events might give them trust that what they are doing is accurate the right thing. Like my writing. Super! Good! That reactions on some of my short stories make that I continue, knowing that some people need these short stories to get aware of the love they ARE.

This love wants to flow and these short stories want to help to make that happen.

If you need help to that, you can make a trip to Malaysia and enjoy one of the tours that are organised by Be TOURIST or, if you rather come to the place where I am, you can join me at a SEMINAR.