You wonder that I drink coca cola! It does not fit in the idea that you have from me.

I seem a person that is aware of what he takes in and would never drink a drink like coca cola.

I do like coke! It REMEMBERS me of that HOLIDAY we had in Belgium. I was young and we played at the beach. They have a nice beach there. It never occurred to me that there are other beaches, where there is no SAND. I thought every beach is a sand  beach.

Well it was very nice weather and coca cola was promoting his product. And well, eh, I can not tell you the details, them I do not remember, but we all got a coca cola bottle. I emptied it in the sand like I emptied the bottle of beer that I bought in POLAND after a warm trip in a BUS. I was thirsty but beer, I could not drink the beer!

I rather starved to death from thirst than drink this beer. That is because I had to get rid of the alcohol right after I was born. That was very painful and made me decide that in this life alcohol is “not done” for me.

I do not regret. I am clear in my head if I want to. I experienced being drunk because of the lack of sleep but I could wake myself up WILLINGLY and drive home SAFELY.

Now I do not have a car. I have others to drive me home and trust that the universe sends me people that are capable of driving me home safely.

I would like to have my own car again. I always wanted to have a car in which I also can  sleep. That wish was too early. I did not need such a car until now. I now NEED such a car. That makes me flexible. That makes that I can visit all patients in coma that want me to come without that I am depending on anyone to drive me there or to give me the roof above the head that I need to be able to do my work.

I can do my work without roof above my head. I did that in Indonesia. At the bus station in JAKARTA. It was nice, very nice. All those people that at first were looking what this white woman was doing there with this person?

I do not remember who the first one was or what I have been doing with this person. But I know that I have been working there for 3 hours, the time I had to wait for the bus that would take me to Bali. I did not have time to get bored and I even earned a LITTLE BIT.

I have no idea, what the people that work there earn but I felt like a king getting paid for my work. I do a lot of work that is not paid. Not because the people I work with do not WANT TO PAY, but because this work is just a way or life.

My way of life. You can ask me not to do anything but if it is necessary for the wellbeing of The Whole, I am working. This energy has free use of my system. I allow it to do so as I decided I want to live to the benefit of The Whole. That is my way of life and I like it. I feel much better since I decided this. And I decided no one, NO ONE will be able to stop me doing so.

Even after I died I will be doing this work. You may no longer see me but I will be there, the way it is now too. I may be far away there where my physical body is, but if you are connected to me, you can use my system to heal yourself.

No one can keep you from doing so!