You are putting your house upside down when I pass. You empty all drawers and you fill them again, making order what is in it.

You think that this will help you to get rid of your confusion. We talk about the curtains. You ask me if you should get orange or red curtains and I answer spontaneously green. You like my answer as you also thought green would fit well.

I advise you to do what you like to do in stead of asking others what they would like. You are so afraid that the other will not love you any longer, that you do everything to prevent that even if you feel your intuition and know you should follow it.

You know that if you go on this way, your confusion will grow and your house will no longer have any place for you. You give all others what they desire to get their love but you neglect your desires and wishes and you think they do not need to be fulfilled.

I see how confused you are and try to get you in contact with your feelings. I just told you, that the truth gives a good feeling. You get angry when I make a remark about something you told me for 3 weeks.

You tell me it was only my opinion but I am sure, that it was also your opinion. I wonder why you get angry if you are that sure that you are right. I am sure I am right and I trust that you will remember the truth too. Now are you sitting on the floor and making order in the inner space of the drawers. Are your feelings like the things in the drawers?

Are they ordered new by looking at them and finding out if they are still needed or are they thrown on the floor and one after the other taken in the hand to be put in a drawer again? You know, that the decision how you want to design your life is yours, no one can take this decision for you. You are alone in this decision, with all parts of you, also those, that you see again in these drawers and that you do not like.

Only you can allow yourself to get to peace and no longer run away but listen to your heart and take your decisions out of the heart, which will be the best to the Whole.

This history was written in Münstertal where I emptied my drawers one after another and looked in what way the contents influenced my life. I threw away all that I did not like to have space for everything that makes my life nice so my love can flow.