I am on my own but not alone. That is what I think when I am standing in front of the window that is used by the cats to get in.

The 3 legs cat is gone and the street cat was only short in today. It disappeared very quickly as I was putting the food on the plate.

I guess she found herself another home where she gets more warmth than here. She does not dare to come in, so this place stays cold to her.

I must confess the temperature here is not that high. I sit with more than one pullover on and put my legs in a sleeping bag when they become too cold in the middle of the night.

I am not that much aware of my physical body and, when I am writing it is as if I am in another space. I am not feeling the needs of my physical body, if it has any, I am than in the space where love flows.

I feel the love that flows between me and the beloved persons I am in contact with, wherever they are. There are no boarders for us to let our love flow.

Christmas is to Europeans and Americans and other North living persons connected to snow and darkness. In Kuala Lumpur, Sydney and Medan it is summer now, warm and long days.

So there Christmas has totally different outer circumstances than here in Europe. I have never been thinking about that, but after my world trip my thoughts are over there often.

My life here has changed through this trip. The way of being accepted by the people I met on the trip and their support when I needed it, gave me my self conscience again.

I felt on that trip that I got into this old energy again, the energy of no fear, of joyful wanting to attend to the new adventure that was coming.

That energy made me go to Poland and go there again. I always did the same in the town where I was, but it was another country with another culture and other language.

I have been in several other countries and I always feel at home. I do not need much. I used to be happy if I got a shelter for the night, something to eat and drink and someone that is nice to me.

That has changed. My needs are even less than at that time. I do no longer need a shelter for the night. I like to have one as I do not like the moskitos that fortunately do not like me neighter, and because I like to be able to lie down, but I do not need it. I can also be on the street and talk with the few young men that pass.

And eating and drinking I can do without too. Drinking is still not really not needed, as I use it to move. But it is not essential. Meeting someone that is nice to me is essential. If I met someone I have much more energy to do what I like to do.

So now, I have a lot of energy as I met several people that were very nice to me. This energy makes me to connect to the words that want to be connected to sentences to make a text that wants to let you joint the love that flows.

By joining it the power of this loves gets stronger and the net that is formed by this, will wake up all those that want to let their love flow. They will connect to the patients in coma that need the help of hpi-THERAPIE to be able to move again.