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AUTISME


 

Jij en ik

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I met you during your work. We talked a lit and I found out, that you seem to have the same problem as I have. My birth was such a horror to me, that I lost my voice.

You tell me, that you had an accident that showed you the light and since you are speechless. It seems, that we both lost our talking possibility.

We have often been on the road together and sometimes you wanted to warn me for something, but you could not. You were speechless.

This you told me afterwards. You also told me, that you had to change your doing to be able to do something, you wanted to do. As if you are not the master of your deeds.

I did not understand what you meant, but you are different now. You told me, that you started to write down things that disturbed you so you could let me know and I am glad you did.

Your writing words gave me time to think it over and to read and reread what you meant. This made that I got aware of my behaviour and that I could change it. It took me quite long to change it.

It was difficult for me to trust that, if I changed my behaviour, world would still love me. My experience was that world did not love me, or at least that is how I understood their behaviour.

I felt lonely being left alone and having to take care of myself. I never learned to take care of myself. No one ever took care of me, because they did not know how as they were not taken care of either.

Times change and I am aware now of my problem of not being able to take care of myself and I try to solve my problem by looking, what life shows me. I use life as a mirror.

Your problems are therefore my problems, your joy is my joy. That is the way that I get aware. You have another way. You have to experience these problems to be able to feel, what is going on and to be able to change your life.

We together do no longer have to experience these problems. We can just feel them, think them over and solve them. And that is the way I live. It could be yours if you are willing to feel. As long as you do not want to feel and do anything to get rid of what you feel, you will not be able to solve your problems.

Taking something to get rid of your pain is a sign to your system that you do not want to listen to it. So, also the true leading and secure loving energy will disappear until you decide that you do not want to be like that any longer and that you want to feel your love.

No one else can feel what you are feeling. Everybody has his own system and this is responsible for the feelings he has. Your illnesses are a result of your denial of letting your love flow.

Flowing love heals all wounds.





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