We seem to be apart, but we are connected. Our hearts are always connected and our family energy leads us. Love is the family energy and the way this love wants to flow is through healing.

Our family has a lot of doctors and therapists. Your work is not directly healing but you teach people how to use their healing power by using your love.

The first time I consciously met you, I fell in love with you right away. You were so shining, full of love, I could not resist flirting with it.

After years, we came in contact again and I feel this love in my chest when I think of you. You must have made an important connection to my heart. I feel honoured.

That is nice, this computer program knows English and betters what I write wrong! I like to be led by this energy that knows what is true. That is, how I now lead my life. I follow my intuition and I enjoy it.

I thought, I would go to Wiesbaden this weekend to treat Noah, boy in coma, but it did not happen. No car I could drive with and no place to stay overnight. I am not that rich now, that I can just take my car and drive to Wiesbaden and stay in a hotel.

I wonder if I would like that. I started my working career in the Amstel Hotel in Amsterdam. I worked there at the cloakroom (?) and also sold jewellery, souvenirs and international papers. I liked the job, meeting so many people from abroad but I quit it as I was forced to put on a dress I did not like at all.

I do not mind what I look like, but I do mind how I feel in what I am wearing and I did not feel fine in this dress. It did not give me any support in my waist and I did not like the liver colour. I was not flexible enough to stay in that job and wear that dress.

My feeling of not comfort was too present to stay at the job. I do not like to be forced to do something I do not like and I had the choice, put on what I did not like or go. So I went and lived my life.

I do not regret it. I had a life full of very different experiences and now, I am glad that the patients in coma force me to write this story to get your attention. You must wake up and allow yourself to enjoy life. The work you are doing is for you at this moment the right thing.

It might be that you would like to do something else but for the moment, you are on the right job. If you are longing for another job than see to it, that you enjoy this one you have. If that is the case and you start to get bored from it, another one will come if you are willing to leave this one.

As long as you rather take the “sure” money than the adventure of a new job, your job can not change. You still will have something to experience there where you are. Your job is the excellent opportunity to heal family wounds.

Everyone you meet shows you something from your family system and that is why you can heal your family wounds on your job. By doing your job the way you do, you tell your family that you love them and that you want to give on the love they have. That lets the love flow and heals the family wounds.

By healing your wounds, you heal the family wounds and the family system will change by that. This takes time and it needs your attention again and again, until the wounds are healed. So the whole family will be free and peace will appear.