for two can be very nice and very boring. Lots of people invite their new love for dinner and that is the entrance to a new relationship.

But if someone has changed his needs food can be something to make him leave. Being free to take of all that can be found in the fridge where the chocolate is kept because of the warm weather, gives new energy.

At this time of the year, chocolate is not exactly the best present as it melts on the way to the dinner party. But the apricots de valais that are used in a cake surely will make lots of people happy.

The sugar that is in the cake makes the depressiv thoughts disappear and the apricots give all those that eat them a lot of light that they took up during their proces of becoming the fruit that is in the basket that comes form the Domaine de la Gite.

Only those who have been there know this secret place where you can not only have a drink with friends but also meet people that care for nature.

That seems to be a rarity as well in the country as in hospital where the money is not used to pay the nursing people or the people that work with their hands, but to use machines that regulate the breath without allowing the emotional breath any longer.

The emotional breath is the deep and irregular breath that can have much longer pause than the mental breath that is regular and supterficial.

The person that can not sleep at night may have been eating too much, he may be too nervous because of something he has done or not done, for soemthing he has to do or must not do or he has been in a state of coma so long that the change of this state of coma gives him so much energy that he does not need to sleep.

Especially if one does not eat, one does not have any physical substances to digest and all the energy is available to digest the emotional experiences.

Food can be used to stay in the same state of come one is in and one wants to give up but does not know how and does not dare.

The courage to change all life will make that the physical body will react. That can be by heating or cold, by trembling like one is very angry but can not change the situation, A situation that every child knows and that means that every adult knows this out of experience.

And if those experiences come into the life again, they can be digested and that may go ahead with this feeling of restless legs. They are not restless but want the owner to move.

They have to move to be able to digest. Lots of people come into a state of immobility and every time that something happens, the immobility becomes bigger.

At the end they can not move at all. If one wants to change this system, one has to be honest. To himself. That will make that one will also be honest to others.

Tell me to leave and I will leave, but if you leave it to me, I stay as you give me the idea of freedom. This feeling I do not have at the place where my bed is. The rent is paid but the neighbours do not respect my belongings.

To respect the belongings of others is something one has to learn if one never had the freedom to do what was best or if one never had to keep borders. Those that did learn that others are wordth as much as one self, will not be able to respect the belongings of others if they do not respect their own belongings.

The neighbour that throws away the plants of the neuighbour by telling everybody that it is just grass, threw away herbs.

Throwing away belongings of someone else is a sign of not being aware about the worth of these belongings. Belongings may be necessary to remember. This little candle I got from my mother, was stolen because I had trust.

I trusted that no one would steal my belongings out of the car that was loaned to me to move from the place that was let to me to avoid that I had to live on the street.

Unfortunately, I might have been better off on the street than with those neighbours that stole my beloved CD's, candle, camping stuff, bed lingerie, and a lot of other things, like my first doll that had survived the other 30 movements.

My last hope is that this doll and all the other things that were stolen will have found a lovefull master that cares for them.