My heart is thinking of you. You are far away and very near. The first time we met you just showed our connection and I recognised it.
You are in your world and I am in mine but we are together nevertheless.
And now it is Christmas. Second Christmas day. Your Christmas is almost finished, mine is still going on and her Christmas has just started.
Time does not exist. We are connected through our love that is flowing around the world, not having any boarders or day or night rhythm.
Our light is connected and becomes stronger through this connection. The web is our way of communication. Like these SHORT STORIES.
The internet is a physical web that is called the virtual world. There are people that use the internet to get in contact with the person they want to share their love and life with.
I never understood that. I CHANGED my mind. I now understand. I have too much to do to get out. I have to write, I do not have to write, I WANT to write. And I have to make my website.
If I do not make my website, you will not be able to find me, to read these short stories that I am not writing for me but for you, knowing that you will be able to find what you are looking for.
I also know now, as I experienced that, that there are people that can no longer read. I am able to read again but I do not have time to read other ones histories. I must see to it that you will be able to read mine and to that I must write.
I am longing for the time that I can handle out a lot of work. That time will come. Money IS an item. If you have lots of it, your choices are different. You will have to see to it that you use it in a way that it becomes more else you go back to point zero again.
There is enough proof of that. Regularly one can read in the paper that a lotto millionaire has gone broke. This person did not have the idea to start clinics for patients in coma and treat them with hpi-therapy so they would be on their feet again in 3 years.
No these people might have gone on a tour to the North Cape in Norway or on a world trip to Malaysia and Indonesia but they did not know how to exchange their energy.
I learned that in my life. Always liked to give presents to others, I had difficulties to accept them. On my way I learned it. Now I am very grateful if someone offers me a TRIP or a GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP. I do not reward it with the paper that is called money but I show my love and tell everyone that wants to hear it.
By telling the energy that these persons offered me is connected to the person I am telling it to. That is why people get jobs through telling they want a job. The energy flows through the person they tell it to and that opens all the connections this person has for the job that wants to be taken in by the person that is looking for this job.
If we are aware about this connecting energy, we will always tell the right person what we need. My connection about fulfilling my needs and telling the right person is still damaged and that is why I NEED internet as kruiwagen, as we call it in Dutch.
My dictionary does not know the word either so I will ask a friend. This is a very lovely person. A real world citizen. We do not meet much but to me he is one of my heart openers.
I need persons to be able to open my heart. Writing opens my heart because it remembers me of all those wonderful loving people I met in my life.
Giving me a shelter for the night, making PASTA for me or TIRAMISU or just having a chat with me, a walk or sing with me, giving me a ride to where I want to go, there are too many EVENTS that happened to tell them all her.
No I enjoy this richness of experiences and I want to share what I learned out of them. If you want to found out if I have something you want, you can join a SEMINAR.