I do not know what to do. You are lying in the bed, unable to move. We have been together for a long time. Your mother wanted to share feelings and I could not. I am a non-speaking autistic person. I can not speak if I feel.

And than I met this woman that I can talk with because there are no emotions involved. So I joined her. And than you had the accident and I was speechless.

That had not happened for a long time. We could talk together and I miss our talks now. I know you are still among us because I feel it, but I do not know how to help you.

We can not talk any longer and I have difficulties to feel what is good for you like I also have difficulties to feel shat is good for me. We are from the same family and in this family the man is not head of the family.

He has a strong woman that is in charge. I have not been able to learn from my father to be head of the family. Your mother and I seem not to be able to communicate about what is best for you. We both want you to come on your feet again but we are not capable of finding the best way for you.

We do not meet so much as she and you and therefore I do not dare telling her my opinion. She is doing what she thinks is best and I think she is doing a good job and in the meantime I have the feeling something is missing.

We can not communicate the way I would like. She thinks that this woman I am with makes that I react the way I do but it is the way she talks with me that decides how I react. We never could talk but we tried to communicate at the other levels and we did well until I left her because she could no longer communicate on these other levels.

I tried to talk but she did not understand what I meant. That is the reason I was so happy to meet this woman I could talk with.

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