h p i - THERAPY

You tell me to make a new order and I am surprised. Can I do this? Is this right? And you tell me that yes, it is right, I must do this, so I do this.

I have not been following my intuition long enough to try to follow it without any questions, but that I still can not. I do not question what I have to do in a treatment but in my writing or in my personal life I still do not trust my intuition all the time.

If I trust it, I go out at the right time and see a wonderful sunset or meet a wonderful woman that takes me to the top of the Belchen in the middle of the night and offers me a breakfast there.

Her son is like she and has taken water and a camping gaz so he makes us a hot tea that we need, because it is cold this morning. We do not dare to open our emotional body and enjoy this moment. We both are afraid to open because we have the experiences we have.

We are lovers that only are happy if they can live their love and we have the experience that people did not want our love so we closed this flow but it did us no good and the other ones either. They did not want our love because they are in a coma and our love would wake them up.

They are not in the physical coma that is called "coma", but they are in the emotional coma that makes that they do not feel their emotions and are not aware about their feelings. They made that they only feel physical pain if it is unbearable and they know this.

In this community it is not allowed to feel emotions and react on it unless it are emotions that are not not physical. Only physical pain is allowed and will be investigated and cured. Unfortunately physical pain always has an emotional cause and this makes that only the symptom is cured and not the cause.

So the headache may be gone but the reason for the headache is still there so the headache will come again or the reason will look for another physical symptom to use as a barometer, to tell that something is wrong.

It is not wrong but it makes the person unhappy and this unhappiness wants to be cured.