h p i - THERAPIE

You tell me I am planning my life and that separate enfoldment is the specific delusion that accompanies that. I wonder. I wonder how you get the idea that I am planning.

I told you that I think I have to go to Holland and take care of the house of a family so they will have time to finish their heritage without having to fear about the house.

My landlord wrote me that he wants me to leave the apartment I am now living in. I want to leave this apartment because my friend, who lived above me, moves away and the apartment is very dark.

There is no much sun coming in so the apartment is also cold in summer. It can be 30 degrees outside, inside you have to put on a pullover to keep warm because the temperature does not reach 20 degrees.

Like in the cinema in summer. If you go to the cinema in summer to watch a movie it is good to take a pullover with you, if the cinema is a modern one. They have air conditioning and the temperature will be about 22 degrees.

If the temperature outside is 28 degrees of more, the difference is too big and I get cold in the cinema. My system will be adapted to the 28 degrees and does not like it if the difference becomes more than 3 degrees.

I experienced that in Malaysia and Indonesia too. Lots of shops that are expensive and modern show their wealth by the temperature inside the shop. The lower the temperature, the more expensive the shop is.

To me it was clear: I do not go into a shop with that horrible low temperature of 20 or 22 degrees. Here in Europe, that is a nice temperature, but over there, the temperature outside is 30 degrees and more, the difference is much too big to be healthy.

Just thinking about all the energy that is used to lower the temperature, makes me ill. This energy could be used so much better! Lots of people doe not have access to water in their homes and have to buy their drinking water.

The awareness of the worth of water seems not to be there. Water is sold in plastic bottles and the bottles are just thrown on the road. The very poor collect these bottles and get a very few pence for them.

Plastic is not exactly the most nature material and in Europe there are efforts to use less, for example by forbidding plastic bags. The plastic that we already have is used to make clothes and furniture that has long living duration.

I never wanted to carry those plastic clothes but I bought myself a trouser in Norway for winter and that is so nicely comforting warm that I seem to change my idea that one should not wear plastic.

The idea that plastic will not be destroyed, even if we want to, makes me still wanting to use it as less as possible. Although I have in mind to build my sleeping car with plastic because that is a material that is strong and has only a minor weight.

We seem to have different needs. You are going to build a garden door that is built of kastanien wood and I will help you with it. I like to do a thing like that. It shows you right away the result.

That is not the case with my work with people. Especially the work with patients in coma takes long to show a result. Results are there before, but you can not see them. You can only feel them if you want to uses your feelings.

We have different ways of looking to life. You think I am planning and I think you are not planning logically. Last year we could have bought the material you need for your garden entrance. But you decided not yet to buy them.

And now, you have the impulse to buy the garden entrance. So you call me, I tell you I come, you fetch me and, the material is not there. So we can not build now. But we use the time to draw what we want to build and that makes that we get a better idea of what we need.

Besides you ask me to cut the feet of the bank. Unfortunately, I did not think it over, just did it and afterwards the idea that I had at the beginning comes again and I comprehend, why I should have done something different from what I did.

Now we will have to do something extra, which costs time but to me, that is no problem. I like to repair things and I do need a lot of time to do so.

I have a lot of socks that have holes in them. I did not understand why they all got holes from a certain time until I discovered that the inlays in my shoes were the cause. They were not new any longer and that made that my socks all got holes.

I do not throw them away. I like my woollen socks, so I put them on a spot where they are waiting for me to repair them. I took some of them with me to Innsbruck and repaired some of these. I did not have anything else to do there.

As I do not have anything else to do here neither. I am not supposed to travel, because of the Harz IV chains, even if I could do some work with patients in coma. As long as this work is not paid, I am not allowed to do it, unless it is in the place where I live.

And as far as I know, there is no patient in coma living in Münstertal im Schwarzwald. There are lots of people in coma living here. Like the Maier. He is a very nice guy but his priorities are very special.

He tries to save money by very expensive building equipment that also costs energy when nobody is there and security is not important to him.

The place in front of the Main house is a triangle and both roads are driven in both directions. There used to be white stripes on the road but they are gone now. And that makes that tourists that do not know the village misjudge the situation.

They think that both sides are just driven in one direction and that makes that cars collide. Unnecessary danger for people that drive through Münstertal. And if someone offers to make the white stripes he is told that is forbidden.

Next year a roundabout will be constructed there. A roundabout that is something that Münstertal does not yet have and every town, village or spot has to have a roundabout to be seen.

A roundabout takes much more place than the construction that is there now. A roundabout also has another way of giving way. Because we drive at the right side of the road, the traffic that comes from the right side is given way.

In Malaysia and Great Brittan, the traffic is driving at the left side so the traffic that comes from the left side is given way. Right of left, what is the difference?

Right is the side of the family, left is the side of the other part of the world. In Europe we seem only to want to give the family way, as everywhere roundabouts are constructed. Formerly you had to look to the left first, than to right and than to the left once more, before you could cross the street or turn to the right or to the left.

In Malaysia and Great Brittan it is the other way around. They first look to the right, than to the left and than once more, to the right. They take care of their family before they can take care of foreigners.

I was very happy to meet people in Malaysia and Indonesia that were bound in their family the way that made it possible to them to take care of me. I felt like being in my family.

My family is Dutch, as far as I know. My Swiss aunt died on the first of January and I was at her funeral. She had some cash money in her purse and I was sent a bigger part of it. Double as much Swiss money than European money.

I see that as a sign that I will be living in Switzerland but you seem to think I am crazy. I am not planning my life. I am trying to find out what is best for universe, earth, people, family and me to do so the energy I spend will have the optimal result for the benefit of the whole.

To me you are planning your life totally unaware, because you do not want to do it aware. To me it seems that you are afraid of all those things that you know in advance if you open for your knowing, the wisdom that is the holy idea that fits with the planning and separate enfoldment.

You seem to be unaware of your connection to the wisdom that knows the truth and gives us the strength to go on on our way. That is the origin of harmony and will follow the divine will that allows perfection and is filled with love. The omniscience is a word that I do not know but I guess it is about the group we are part of.

There are several groups we are part of. We met because we are the members of a group and this group has a special origin of life. We also are members of a lot of other groups and every group has his own special origin of life and goal.

It is funny that after 2 days you seem to feel that I am really going to live in Holland. I feel that in your energy and that gives me the confirmation that I just have to wait. I have been doing what I did and now I am going to wait.

By writing this I tell everybody concerned that I am going to wait until they contact me. I am open for life. I want to work. I just got the e-mail that the hospital that I wrote to in Holland does not have a job for me. But that does not matter.

I have this writing and every day I have experiences that give me a goal in life. I do not want to cry because I feel that my family is not here. I want to live my family life and be together and do the work that I can do.

This work is not the work that my father or mother did. Neither the work that I did after I finished school. I applied to become a teacher but the teachers thought I was not ready yet to teach. I wondered how I could be ready to teach before I was a teacher.

I always thought that one has to take an education to become the person that is educated. But it seems that there are some persons that do it the other way around. So now I am teaching without being a teacher.

And afterwards I will be a teacher without teaching. Because I do everything the other way around. First of all I will have to go to Malaysia once more. This time I will be walking to be sure that I will not have to pay any money to any insurance company any more.

I always felt like a gipsy and it seems I now will have to live the life of a gipsy to be able to get rid of this feeling. I want to settle down and enjoy life whilst I am teaching therapists and nurses how they can help patients in coma to come on their feet again an move away to where they want to move to.

That is my goal at this moment and this goal I will achieve and than another goal will be there so my life will not be annoying. It has been annoying long enough. All this time I was not aware of what I was doing.

I love to meet people and I experienced that meeting patients in coma and treating them gives me a lot of energy and joy of life, I voluntarily work all day long. Of course I love to sit in the sun now and again but working with patients in coma is what I now prefer.

Maybe because I can not do so now. I seem to be tied to the people that take care of the patients in coma and these people do not want me to disturbed the harmony that is there now. This harmony is based on changing nothing and the cause that the patient will not be able to move.

If the people around the patient of coma want the patient to be able to move, they will have to change their attitude. They will have to allow disharmony. They will have to do something else than all the others do.

Like I was not doing the same thing as my colleges and that made that I developed hpi-therapy. And this hpi-therapy makes it possible to patients in coma to move again. But hpi-therapy must be given to be able to have this result.

No changes does not change anything. If we want the world to keep on going, we must concern our way of life. Do we need all those plastic toys? Do we need all these electric toys? Do we need to take the car to go into town or can we take the bike?

Taking the bike is double good, because it does not cost foreign energy (except for the keeping in order of the bike) and the person that takes the bike is in movement and being in movement makes that the person can solve some blockades that need movement to be solved.

Small things have gigantic influence on the life of patients in coma. Using the own inner wisdom of what the patient needs in stead of following the mental thoughts that are based on the system of the moving person, will make that the patient in coma gets the chance to move again.

The inner wisdom will connect to the inner wisdom of the patient in coma and these two will know the best method to treat the patient the way that is best. The way of treatment for patients in coma is very individual but there are some rules that are life important to all of them.

These rules have to be followed right away after the situation is stable: movement must be offered, no food is needed, temperature must be measured before giving a bath, standing must be in the daily program, mental activity must be offered, connections must be made by offering several different activities like music and movement.

Our movement is not the movement of patients in coma. They can not move their body. They can move their thoughts, they feel and have emotions, but they can not show them by moving. They must be moved to be able to show their being moved again.

I once gave a patient the tip to try to move in his thoughts, knowing people that did so whilst they were kept in a small room kept a good condition. Next time I came to this patient he let me know that he tried but it did not help at all.

I than found out that it did not help, because the connections that are needed for this result, were disturbed. I first had to repair the connections to have a chance that he could use them the way I hoped he would be able to use them.

Patients in coma are in a state of autonomic movement. The movement that the system can make is based on mental activity but this activity can not influence the physical movements unless the connections between the mental system and the physical system are repaired.

This can be done by offering movements and using the mental system at the same time. This is done by using words to describe the movement that is made. By doing this with music and using the rhythm of the music for the rhythm of the movement the connections to the emotional system also are repaired and the whole system will get the chance to function normally again.

This repairing and functioning normally again takes a lot of time. The reason for this is that the patient has his own speed of reconnecting all the disturbed connections and the therapeutic and nursing therapy has to find out what his optimal speed is and what is the right movement to be made.

Every person has his own history of learning to move and this history is to be followed to regain the connections and to make it possible for them to function optimal.

All the functions are still available in the system of the patient in coma, but they are not to be used because the connections are in disorder. By reconnecting the connections in the right order, the patient will be able to move again.

The patient will always move, if he can! If the therapist does not feel the activity of the patient joining the movement that is made, it is not the right movement for this moment and the therapist has to search for another movement, that the patient can join and will join with his activity.

This way the therapist is sure to do the right thing. The right thing is always getting together with a feeling of joy. This joy may also be expressed by the patient, if he has a possibility to express himself. It might be an expression that looks like crying and it is important to find out if the cause of this crying is joy or pain.

Pain can be a sign of dysfunction as is mostly the case with people that can move. If a patient in coma cries as a sign of pain one has to find out why he has pain. I often came to patients who were lying in the bed and if I would have to lie in a bed that way, I would have had horrible pain.

A patient in coma should not lie in the bed at daytime! He should be out of bed and be moved the way moving people move. That means he should not be sitting in a chair all day long neither. A moving person changes between going and sitting and that is necessary for the patient in coma too.

To achieve this without many problems, an electric chair with standing-function is necessary. This chair will give the patient a goal and until than he can be moved without much effort. That is to the patient a very quiet feeling, because the movements will not be without being able to feel his body and to the nurses and therapists it will be a very easy way to change the position the patient is in.

This is very important as the patient is, at the beginning, not able to change his position himself. By giving him a chair with a joystick that can change the position of the chair with very little power, the patient will be able to change his own position much faster than without such a chair.

The technical world has lots of practical solutions that can be used to give the patient in coma the possibility to move himself without help from others. The sooner this is initiated, the faster the patient will be able to use it.

Every patient has other possibilities of movement without help and as soon as this is found, the joystick must be installed the way that the patient can use it. One has to be aware that the patient is changing and the place of the joystick must be changeable with it.

The patient in coma can only move again if the surroundings allow him to change. To change his state from not-being-able-to-move into being-able-to-move. It seems that at the moment lots of patients do not get the chance to change their situation.

Even if someone in the team proposes a change, the others seem not to be able to change their program and do not want to change their attitude in the team. The team around the patient in coma is responsible for the healing of the patient.

If the patient does not get the chance to move, he will not be able to move. The same can be said about medical aids that are kept because they were needed at the beginning.

Using the oxygen machine without being aware of the fact that the patient will breath much better without or giving the patient pain killers because they were needed at the beginning without being aware of the fact that these painkillers kill his pancreas, is a sign of a system that is not flexible and not interested in the healing of the person.

Not going out with the patient and make a walk through rain or sun makes that the patient will get no connection to his skin as wind, rain and sun make the skin feel them. The skin of the patient in coma is in a special state.

It made itself very strong so normally no scars will appear, even not after a long and painful contact with bed or chair parts. This contact is often the cause of pain that becomes so strong that the mental part of the patient has to leave the physical body to be able to cope with it.

And this going out of the physical body stimulates the state of coma. It is exactly what is not wanted, but it is for the patient in coma the only way to avoid to feel the pain. The patient in coma will stay in his body if the pain that he feels has a function.

Pain that is caused through movements that are necessary to nurse the body, do not make the patient leave the physical body. This pain he will be able to neutralise to be able to feel how his body is nursed.

If the nursing is full of unawareness which causes the pain, than the patient will get out of his body as long as necessary. The patient is aware of everything that is happening, also if he is not in his body. It is like hanging at the ceiling and seeing what happens with your body.

As long as the body is breathing life is in it. It does not need a heart count machine to see if the person is alive and emotions must not be pressed down be trying to regulate the heart count machine or the oxygen machine.

Emotions make that our breath is profounder or that our heart beats slower or faster. By keeping the patient connected to machines that regulate these two, the patient can not get into a normal state. These machines do not allow him to act like a normal, moving person.

We want the patient to become a normal, moving person, we use ideas like having to eat and drink that maybe count for moving persons, but not for patients in coma because they do not move, but on the other hand we make it impossible to them to become normal, moving persons by regulating their heart activity or their breathing.

Patients in coma are not moving and this means that they do not burn anything. This means all the nutrition that is put in has no function. The patient in coma that can vomit it, what is normal for healthy people if they eat food that is not good for them, is treated as if he does not know what is best for him if he is not allowed to vomit this nutrition.

The patient in coma is not so much different from the moving person. He knows what he needs and he knows what he does not need and gives a signal that he does not need the nutrition if he vomits it.

By making the nursing of the patient in coma as easy as possible which means, no food if he throws everything out, out of bed and out in the sun, rain or snow if you, accompanying person feel like it, and moving, moving, moving.

Not taking out the patient because it takes you too long to get him in the chair and put a coat on is just a sign that you are not flexible. If you would have taken him out of bed, the way it should have been at 7 o’clock in the morning and dressed him, it would not take so much time to get him dressed and you could follow your need of taking yourself and him out.

Out in the sun, the rain, the snow, the cold, cold winter. All experiences that the patient needs to be able to remember again. I as a therapist will go on the walk if you both are just on your way to walk because I need movement too.

We all need changes to stay awake and feel what we or the other need. I write you a mail, I write you a song, I write you a history which makes it easier for me to remember what it is all about and to you it is a reminder of all that what you find in it.

Some of you do no longer have the patience to read, like I had. And I knew that that was not normal but it took me very long to repair the disturbed connection that was the cause of this impatience to read. Now I can read again.

Not yet all day, I rather write all day, but I do now and again take a book and read in it. And so I found a book at your place and read in it. It is about a man that is asked to tell about the rabbi when he died. The man wants to get to know the rabbi to be able to tell the truth about him and visits him often.

I read and suddenly I could not read further. I know this feeling, so I stopped. No offence. But I tried to figure out what was the meaning of the last words I read. It took me some minutes to read these words and get the meaning.

It was the head of a new chapter. The head was about peace and that is, what I need. I need peace with my situation. I need to be able to create peace around all patients in coma. At the moment I am very good in creating war.

I seem to think that it needs war to make people start thinking over what they are doing, not being aware that if someone tell me I am going in the wrong direction, I get angry and do not listen any more. Is that also the reason why you do not want to talk with me about our view of knowing what is going to happen in the future?

You sent me a mail thanking for my mail. I am so sorry I did not write the right name above it. I could not remember your name. I still seem to keep my problem of not being able to remember the name of persons I meet.

Your name I used in a story but nevertheless I wrote the wrong name on top of the mail I sent you. I did not get the idea I could look in another place to find your name. I was not awake the moment I wrote you this mail as I only saw you out of the corner of my eye a short time afterwards as I cycled to my tramping spot.

You saw me and that made that I saw you. I was without words but gladly winked at you and you smiled at me. We both do not need words to communicate. I use a lot of words if I write and I am sure you can read behind the words. And that was exactly the meaning of the whole mail.

I am glad that we are in contact even if I am on my walk to Malaysia. I know now that you will be doing the right thing. We will meet again and that will be a feast. But first I will be going to another feast and I hope that the tulips will still be growing in Holland.

I saw the tulips here, all different colours together and became aware of the fact that in Holland the tulips are grown all colours separately. I prefer the combination that is: spots with all tulips in one colour in a circle and in the middle a circle with all the tulips that are around in separated circles together in one circle.

My work is the patient in coma who is like the tulips in the middle. He has so many different possibilities that need support and the tulips around that all have a very special colour and support one special need he has.

By combining all these supports one gets the combination of the colourful middle. This is not like the colourful type as the American woman called him as she saw his face. He had tattoos around his eyes. To me that seemed not only special, I wondered what made that he had that done.

He sold me a mobile phone without sim-lock. Unfortunately his eyes were not that honest as I thought. The thing has a sim-lock. He said, he was not sure it was without a sim-lock, or do I not remember right? That is always possible as I still get into the same energy as the person I think about.

If he was not sure about it, I can not be sure either. I know I wanted a mobile without sim-lock because my German mobile is so in disorder that is might give up any moment and this mobile number is my working number.

It is the telephone number that is in the internet so anyone can reach me. I can not call with it. I do not want to spend money to buy a card so I can phone with it. If I need to phone someone I go to a friend. I now have some friends that have a telephone that they pay for and they pay so much that they can telephone for free.

So, if I come to telephone they do not have to pay extra and I do not have to pay anything either. A win-win situation. Another effect of this behaviour of mine is that we have contact. I have to visit this friend otherwise I will not be able to use his telephone.

And that is another way to live life. If everyone has his own thing, we do not have to share. If we share our things, we can do other things with what we do not have to use for that that we share. Sharing makes fun if it is done in love.

It gives everybody extra energy and patients in coma want to share. They have a lot of knowledge that must be used to make it possible for them to move again and after this they will be able to use this knowledge to the benefit of the whole.

Until then we must be patient. We must not be patient in coma but we must be patient and use our feelings of intuition to be able to get aware of what is needed where and when by whom. This awareness will change our attitude because we will find out that our feelings know what is needed.

Getting aware of your feelings and getting aware of the feelings of others make, that you will be able to offer the patient in coma exactly that that he needs now. By doing so both will get aware of the changes in the system of the patient and this will be shown in a communication through the heart.

A communication can always be found for a patient in coma if we allow ourselves to listen to our intuition. Our intuition will lead us to the movement that can be used to communicate but it can only be used is it is used.

If this movement is not accepted as a method to get the answer to questions, it will vanish again. Communication must be part of the treatment of patients in coma but it must not be the cause of disharmony.

Communication will always be possible on the non-spoken or non-seen level if the questioner is open for that. This communication is the method that has to be used to find out what the patient needs as long as there is no visible method of communication.

A visible method of communication can be used by everybody and can make the life of the patient in coma so much easier, if the right questions are asked. Asking the right questions has been an important part of hpi-therapy to be able to find out what the patient needed.

The needs of the patient will always be there, also if we do not see them or get aware of them. Therefore it is important that we search for a communication method right from the beginning.

At the beginning connections are disturbed but the longer one waits, the more connections get disturbed. Therefore it is important that the hpi-therapy is used as soon as possible so the existing connections can remain and the disturbed connections can be repaired.

Every day that the patient is not treated with hpi-therapy will cost 4 more days of treatment, with a normal needed treatment time of 3 years. The time of needed treatment is depending on the severeness of the coma state and the state of being before the accident that caused the coma state.

The time of needed treatment is also depending on the use of hpi-therapy. The more hpi-therapy is introduced into the treatment of daily life of the patient in coma, the less treatments the patient will need and this shortens the needed time of treatment.

By treating the patient in coma as a person that can not move himself but wants to move when it is normal to move, like going to the toilet or going to do shopping, the patient in coma will be able to move himself much sooner than if he is kept in the bed, not being able to develop a postural tonus and not able to move because of the position in the bed.

Sitting in a chair makes it easier to move and standing gives us even more and other possibilities to move. The reason that an electric chair with standing possibility is needed, so the patient can change his position or the position of the patient can be changed without much effort.

A mechanic chair is not an aid for a patient in coma. He will not be able to use the functions of the chair until he is on his feet again. An electrical chair is constructed for people that can not use a mechanic chair so the need that they have to move can be fulfilled.

Being moved is the first need the patient in coma has and an electrical chair gives the patient this possibility. He can not come to me to get a treatment but I can go to him. I can not visit every patient in coma because I too am bound to the time of the clock.

The patient in coma is not bound to the time of the clock. He lost the connection to time and is now in the past, at the moment, the accident is happening. Everything that is happening is saved at the same moment of the accident that caused the coma state.

The patient can not come back into the time of the clock without help. He needs to be connected to the earth to come in the present to be able to move. Moving is always connected to time and to earth as earth is the surface we move from.

The patient in coma does not have the connection to the earth that is needed to move. This connection was given up in the accident to be able to flight as soon as the danger would be gone. The danger is gone but the possibility to fly has not come.

The patient has not been able to change his energy state after the life danger was gone. The life danger has been the cause that his system changed into the coma state and staying in it will keep the system alive.

The coma state is stimulated every time that pain is caused and every time nutrition that is not needed is given. Pain is caused much faster than with people in normal state because all the filters are gone. Normally filters diminish the feelings we get from movements, touch, sounds a.s.o.

Patients in coma do no longer have filters that do this work so sounds, touches, movements are much more intense than in normal state. To come in normal state again they need to experience lots of various movements that they can remember from before the accident.

These movements will be known if the therapist feels the tension that is changed by the patient during the movement. All movements must be made 12 times so all the functions will have been asked. The functions that have been disturbed through the accident will be normalised if the movements are made in the right connection with the emotional body.

All movements also have an emotional aspect and this emotional aspect makes it possible to remember the movement. Movements that do not have an emotional aspect will not be remembered. People that do not aware remember do not have connection to the emotions that are connected to these remembrances.

By moving the remembrance is opened and that makes it possible to remember the emotional aspect and by remembering the emotional aspect the movement can be made. For patients in coma this is the start of moving without help.

To move without help is only possible if the person allows the emotions to be remembered. If the person does not want to remember the emotions, usually because they were accompanied with pain, the pain can not vanish.

Pain can only vanish if the reason of the pain is gone. Pain usually is a sign that wants to warn the person. Pain warns that something in the system is not in optima forma. This can be something physical, but before the problem becomes physical, it is mental and before that it is emotionally existent.

Physical pain can not be solved by physical measures if they are not accompanied with emotional relief. Emotional relief starts by wanting to change the own life and the own way of experiencing.