At the Chinese lessons that I took before I went on this world trip, I found out, that I can not comprehend something if I do not see the speaking mouth move. This is not normal. Normally a person can hear in the darkness and understand it at the same time. So, not me. How can that be?
There must be a disconnection in one or more connections between the physical body (the ear) and the mental body (the comprehension). The question is how can I re-establish this connection? I am sure I need to find out how, before I start to teach. Through this disconnection it is impossible to me to understand what is said, if I do not see how it is said. Others do not understand that I do not understand them. I seem so clever. I must have changed the connections in my system into the connections the way they are now.
What can be the reason for this? Has it something to do with my family? When did it start? Did it start in my childhood? Has it something to do with not being understood? I want to know because I hope that I will be able to normalise the disturbed connections if I know what disturbed them. To be able to normalise these disturbed connections it has to be certain, that there is no physical damage, else this physical damage must be healed first.
Physical damage of the brain can be healed by treating the brain and the shelve. It is necessary to treat this combination by neurological patients. The boy I met is lucky, he does not have physical damage. He is only talking so fast, because I seem so clever and he does not notice that I have this disconnection problem. But he is a very patient guy and answers the same questions several times. I get used to his talking and he talks slower, so I understand him quicker. I seem normal again.
Normal is a special word. Lots of people have very specific disorders that can not be measured. For example the patient in coma. He cannot move visibly and seems asleep. But if you look and feel, you can feel that this person is alive, comprehending and wanting to move. He needs help to be able to move and this help he should get. When he is helped the best way possible, he has the chance to get on his feet again!
To get on his feet again, he must be put on his feet! And he must be offered many different movements on all levels. This is taught in the h p i - COURSES and these courses will be given everywhere, where there are students interested.
Tom was interested in everything I told him. I learned a lot of him while we were drinking at the restaurant in the Grift park, he his beer, I my coke.